What is it about me?

Today I am super emotional - it is probably because I only got 5 hours of sleep, I am stressed by the truckload of homework that has to be accomplished this weekend- and I only have 6 hours to do it in....Otherwise I don't sleep again! Or because I am a girl and I can be emotional if I choose - but the particular flavor of emotionalism is that I am looking around at all of my friends and I am seeing them pair up - it seems as if everyone I hang out with has someone interested in them.....Except me! What is it about me? Am I really that bad? I mean- I love kids, love people, love God - or at least I try to do these things- I am intelligent, I am funny, I am genuinely concerned about things that matter- of course, I am whacked, act like a jerk more often than I would like to admit, and have serious self-esteem issues on most days - but over all.....
So what is it about me? Why are all the other girls I hang out with having guys ask them out, having guys interested in them? Why am I the only one who is untouchable? I tell myself one of two things - the first and most likely to be in my head on any given day -is that I am not pretty enough to catch a guy- but the second is that I scare guys off by being opinionated and smart and funny - this is the idea that prevents me from breaking down into tears today - the idea that the guys are the ones that are stupid -but is that really true? I mean, don't we always see people who are 35 and not married or dating, and don't we assume that there is a reason? I mean, if they were the great catch that we think they are, somebody would have snagged them up- right? They must be emotional basket cases, or have serious sin issues - or can't relate or commit to anyone! We don't think it is because the opposite sex is stupid! I mean - come on! Here I sit, about to break down, and all I can come up with is that boys are stupid! That is pathetic!
I guess I could go with the tried and true - and it is true - that if I needed a husband, God would give me one - but for some reason that doesn't make me feel like any less of a freak today!